The moon moves into forward-charging Aries on Monday as the world-stress reverberates in large scale with the anger of the government shut down in the United States. With all of the energy this month in get-down-to-business Capricorn, you may be feeling added pressure to produce. Remember that all of this positive creative fire of 2018 is new to your energetic system. It's burning off the past at the same time it's providing inspiration and quicker manifestation. Recognize these factors consciously now, and that if unchecked, it can lead to imbalance. Take special care each day to stop and completely unplug from the forward surge. If you can take one full day off each week it will be of tremendous assistance to you now. This means MENTAL detachment. Turn off the news and put away all of your to-do lists. Your body, mind and emotions are literally being rewired to feed the new upgrades. Ignoring this process can lead to surges of depression and even physical illness. Your old system reads this kind of energetic fire as something that requires you "hurry up" or panic. Fear can mix in, be it your old reactions or the current mass of fear encircling the planet and swirling amongst the humans. It can feel exciting one minute at a high point and then suddenly leave you bottomed-out the next. We are here to tell you that this IS manageable. And more than that, it is filled with love and light that the planet sees at a new level. The next 6-8 months will be your opportunity to "level up" and make this surge "the new normal." It is very possible to go into the big world changes ahead as the best version of yourself and your life. Better to do this now, so that later, the things that may create shock in others will not be such an issue for you.
We are under a new moon in Capricorn this week, and many of you should have felt this get-down-to-business vibration ringing in your ears, heart, mind and spirit. It’s following the tide of the switch into 2018 that provides you with more and more impetus to take the segments of your life and organize them into the products that they are. Some of these “products” are actual gifts and talents and meaning for your work here on the earth plane. And let us clarify. The earth plane has become a very interdimensional place of late. Time isn’t linear anymore. So, you sit down with pure intentions for your now and “future” and find that it is re-working your past. The view of it will be instant. Other “products” will be in segments of your well-being. Books handed to you, community rising up around you, solutions that you wonder why they weren’t provided 10-15 years ago, but an odd part of you feels calm in a center and knows you truly aren’t looking at or shifting through time in the same way anymore. So “oh, yes, of course…” will be your thought when the answer is provided. And that ending moment will mystify your normal panicking brain a bit. You’ll notice that you spent a lifetime frightened about it. It was a huge issue. Whether it be your health, partnerships, work, or place on the planet. And now somehow you sit and stare at it as if you are this calm and different person. It would be good for you to notice that you are.
This scenario of light we just described is factual. For everyone. But if you aren’t quite experiencing it yet, then give yourself a moment to close your eyes and FEEL into that person. It really is you. ASK what you need to do to clear the past. It is also an entity that can be removed now.
There are lots of elements in the world that are built on pre-existing structures. Your beliefs. Your moods. Your patterns. And when you take that view out into the world, you will see the other patterns like a view of the apocalypse. In a balanced world, you would view this with excitement. The balance, of course, being your own. Knowing that every item you see benefits you. The rising of the pain that will give way instantly in some cases to freedom. The view you take will determine your instinct patterns. These are the new ones that come from creativity and maintenance and light. Self-focus now will cascade out. Make your juice. Heal your body. Take a walk, but in smaller, sheltered space when neighborhoods and cities are having dilemmas and details necessary to encompass whole groups of people into realizing how small listening was ignored. It could have gone differently. In every world.
Take this starting-point discussion from the Guides into a direct conversation on video with Aleiya, in today’s View from the Edge Series. This segment includes the changing world events such as health care, insurance, natural disaster response, as well as how to recognize the elements of change needed in ‘metaphysical schools’ to expand into the new earth and higher vibrations of community.
Click here to watch/listen to the video: https://youtu.be/hf8xr4xNMNw
Calm down. It’s been an incredibly long year. At intensity and speed, but beyond involved. I’ve heard my guides whisper, and realize that whether you were standing in a place without relocation, you will still have felt the impact of being anything but stationary. Our synthesis with guidance isn’t along the same vertical tracks anymore. As the frequency changes, there is a pull for us to dive deeper into mental logistical patterns. We want to “fix” it. To figure out the under toe that drags at us and wonder quietly why sitting to meditate or creative outlets don’t seem to have the exact same gateways they used to. I was reminded yesterday as I sat to connect and was drawn to a channeled audio to assist, that I was experiencing a vertigo-wall combination on entry. It made me want to stand back up and grab my next “to do” item in the room off my human list of tasks rather than stay in it. But a gentle touch from my guides, who knew my exhaustion was critical whispered again… go to the feeling. What does it feel like where you would prefer to be? Fast-frequency points of contact flashed by to touch me. Places in other dimensions with beings of light. Picture it however you want. I didn’t have to hold on to the images. I could be with the feeling of it and then it would flash into the next sequence or place. I felt my central nervous system shut down. It needed to. Hours, days, months of dealing with situations that took many more interactions than could be imagined. I faltered. Couldn’t imagine why this progress was insanely different than in the past.
It’s the crossover to December. Not likely to be any less inclined, but a road persists to be taken differently in the next 30-days. Pointing to signs like full moon and mercury retrograde would have been your only past. But you aren’t your old encasements anymore. This is why Aleiya felt time slip and we pulled her out aggressively yesterday from her body. The impacts have been a test of strength and cold in a land where the sun hasn’t shone the same nor has the promise not been kept. You are here. It is enough. Time breaks today. Past the globe and the people. Timetables bend. Your instinct to stand without touch comes from fight or flight. We used to be in one place, and then another isn’t there. Looks like standing in a world that makes you want to throw up. Normal. So be with feeling. Ride. Pass through it. See what new formations stand between. Your abilities get a pass. Think with excitement. You can access anything now. Say goodbye to all tools methodology. Permission is granted.
I notice I’m not going to be able to swim through the holidays under conditions I used to. Food without life force feels dead to me. And if I close my eyes the vision is toxic while it falls off the world. It’s been all I can do to get through a day sometimes or segment of hours. I surrender to that. Exhaustion is important to be honored. It isn’t as before either. The body doesn’t want or accept the same food. Consider that is because from one dimension into another frequency isn’t the same. Reactions are different.
December. Think about it. Feel into it. What haven’t you finished? What haven’t you allowed to stop? That’s different than poisoning yourself with a solid that won’t fit the new matrix of your body. Try skipping into vision across the water of it. You’ll be sure it’s going to break you. Across time and distance and millennium you’ll stop. Breathe. What if it’s amazing? The new you. You’ll see the tired part of you like never before. It will relax. Don’t assume that any person or timeframe past that impact must be remembered. Freeing like nothing experienced before or since will creep in. Holding it would seem ridiculous. But those pieces of eight graphs within the body will reside there. Carefully painting elements into the anointed timeframes.
I accept it for what it is, and release it to the past.
On a Programming Note:
As the time frequency changes and my guidance points as well, be aware that I may be drawn to channel or post here in the gateway without creating a notice on Facebook or via email. I am working with new teams (both physically in the metaphysical community & non-physically speaking), and so you will be seeing changes in the website in the next couple of months. My travel schedule will begin in February. I anticipate that 2018 will include more in-person appearances, expanded options for private sessions, and I have already been invited in the Tacoma, Washington area to return to doing workshops for the public.
December and into the middle of January is an important time to do a final re-visit to subjects, relationships and people. What is it time to finally change? What would you like to be for the next incarnation and stepping stones for 2018? The above channel is vibratory and we recommended that you take it into meditation.
Have you ever noticed as a sensitive and empath how much we “take responsibility” for a room? It’s not even a conscious choice. We tune in on whatever psychic pathways we use as our normal senses without thinking about it. We do it in phone conversations; with strangers, family, and friends. It’s our go-to deployment isn’t it? As if being a lightworker requires us to work out every thought pattern in a room to curve it as an energy mover towards lighter days and shores and moments. But does it? Is it a requirement from our basic mission? I would like to suggest it is not. But compliment all of us for the decades we spent working in the field at the height of standing on the front lines. And also ask you to consider that it’s time for something different now.
It was pointed out by my Guide team that I need to stop taking responsibility for everyone else. And a specific discussion like that leads to serious consideration. It’s easy to see the plain and natural elements like offering to help a friend who really should be handling a situation on their own. Or stepping away from someone choosing endless drama (either consciously or as a negative manifestation pattern.) But take it back to my original Q&A above. Because I work at a planetary level. So, the current overwhelm has to be addressed as detailed as what you are seeing in any given room or situation you walk into. You are NOT a normal human. That should be assumed. The next reason to do this evaluation is to understand that as a light worker, we don’t have to deal with the minutia anymore. That’s the change. From the first wave I have spent decades individually stepping into rooms for the purposes of explaining, out loud, what the mechanics of metaphysics are. There were days when it was all we could do before the gates closed to pull every last soul across the evolutionary boundaries. Doorways don’t stay open forever. They shift and time delineates. It’s up to the next level now. We’ve marched into rooms to finish soul contracts. Some of us have completed those soul contracts and moved on. Not without grief. What do you do between missions? You aren’t left with nothing. Sometimes we are just allowing the next level to build under our feet. It helps to just be there. Allow it and rest. And change the game.
When someone calls me on the phone, or engages with me; I now leave space. Energetics always meet first. So, remember that your light immediately registers with the other person, and they make decisions from that how they are going to treat you. What they are going to take from you. How they are going to use you. They know who and what they have met. They will demand a healing. They will want your compliance to play out their scenario. They will be excited to feel light, and hope you stay with them. They will try to kill or dominate that light if they are running dark negative patterns. All of this will engage in a single heartbeat. And in those first few seconds, just say hello…and nothing else. This immediately sets up the interaction in a way that requires they step up and take responsibility for it. You will be surprised at how this confuses people. They will be waiting for you to take over the conversation and make them feel better or allow them to pull from you whatever they want. Don’t. Leave that space right where it is.
In conversations with the handful of people that work on my level and are friends, I don’t do this. And it’s important to remind you that I am bringing no less light, kindness and love into my interactions. I’m not being bitchy or arrogant or purposely aiming to make people uncomfortable. What I’m doing is making people responsible for themselves. And sometimes my level of engagement is much stronger and less silent. As people hit their own walls of bad behavior and I catch them in the act of delivering a product or service with bad quality directly to me; or I encounter a company or system of personal interaction or doing business that is not acceptable; I speak that truth, say NO, and disallow that behavior. Then I flip it directly back in their laps and require out loud that they take responsibility for it.
“How are you going to fix this…? What is your solution to change this…? I am not going to accommodate this again, so this is now your option to interact with me.” These are just a few of the things I might say. And when they rant, complain, continue with dishonesty, or try to bully me, ….I repeat the same thing again. I never yell or put them down. I am kind, but scare them with the way my feet are firmly planted on the floor. I am confusing and frustrating and terrifying without ever raising my voice. And if they don’t solve, change or fix the situation or behavior, I do the unthinkable. I withdraw my light. That is what it literally feels like to the child inside of them when I tell them “this is done” and turn and walk away. I know that this allows them the opportunity to learn the lesson. It also is my absolute synchronicity to love and partnership with the universe to bring me a better solution or resolution.
Installations of things in my new house and the interactions with builders and subcontractors are the greatest example of this recently. I always wondered if I was “negatively manifesting” issues and frequently judged myself when interactions had weird arrays of problems. Then I started to notice that while I don’t approve of the difficulty, I seem to be the one called to assist souls who need those lessons and opportunities. And all the while I am still provided with total support and the best most wonderful resolution and outcome no matter the decisions and bad behaviors of others. It leaves people shaken and sometimes even fired from their jobs around me.
The lesson? All they had to do was be honest, be nice, and stop trying to take advantage of people for money or other negative intent. And I never allow it to be a fight with heightened emotions or drama.
Did you think that the awakening of the world was going to be a smooth glide through the process of realization? That “the new earth” wasn’t going to see the old guard that produces fear and hate and mal-appropriation go down without anger? I feel the death, and it seems we were halted from seeing how this would be before we were in it. But let’s lay it out.
Start with running your own world differently. I looked at my guide team recently and reminded them that I feel the segment we are in now. And this was their directive…
You are to demonstrate proper behavior without damage to yourself or others.
Conflict is to be avoided as a wage of war. Do you think it helps anyone to fight in the seeds of negativity that will then proliferate across the globe? But fear not for there will be the time of the realizations. Stand facing them in silence. Let the children who would do harm meet themselves. They won’t stand for long.
I realize from my interactions, and more importantly from my presence without pressure in a room that I am very much more powerful when I work this way rather than leading discussions or being chatty. People are waiting for me to speak and then they are startled and completely focused on me when I do. This is different from me walking in as the happy-wagon; holding conversations aloft; energetically, mentally and emotionally working to support everyone in the room. If you’ve become exhausted by the earth, the scenarios, and included in that, the one-on-one interactions with strangers; try this new method. Just stand there.
You may be aware of your ‘observer’ mission. Not from this planet, we stepped in for the set up. As a multi-dimensional being I have no politics. I don’t have nationality or color. I will come across as shocking and confusing when I stand in that elemental mission. My physical appearance doesn’t match my coldness as a warrior, doesn’t match the light. I may provide a smile to assist the confused human through something I need to interact on; but in the end, they will be no less energetically confused by the thoughts and feelings and considerations they seem to have rising within them when I leave.
These are all things to think about within your own being. A definition of light worker isn’t always to give someone a hug. But let’s talk about the outcome from the higher perspective. Let’s talk about Trump and the outer-rim.
Positioning outside the format. If you have been proceeding with setting up your house as was provided. Then you are standing in a fire-free zone. There is contact but no pain from hysterical interactions. I am experiencing huge decompression cascading into adrenal exhaustion and other physical finishings. I am struggling to figure out how, as many are, to balance through the energetic impacts on the planet. But I have no imploding relationships. No land or living crisis now that the house is built and protective barriers in place. Every one of the light workers on the planet have very specific and unique agenda-missions. We weave together around the grids. When one “goes down” to rest, others may be stepping up. Patterns of astrology are nice, but nearly irrelevant to us now for our direct guide communications are taking over in the middle of the war zone. It’s lovely to sit and listen to some of the astrologers the way that you might walk to the edge of a river or ocean to see the direction of the current or if the tide is in. But we’ve blown past that. At my level (and for many of you), it can be a nice and comforting way to feel connected, but it isn’t who you are anymore. We are global and a team. Assure you have closed the gates on the nonsense people and elements of your world. Work with a healer and your guide team to be comfortable and sort out any dis-ease within your energetics and physical body.
I spoke to a metaphysical friend who is having daily drama and chaos. In his sixth uncomfortable living situation in less than a year. Evacuated from a long-term rental guest house after only a week, at 1:30am in the middle of a dangerous California wildfire that had already burned down the house next door. He says he loves it and is cleaning up his own energetics and karma. But that’s not what I see. I see the degradation of energetics finding endless incidents to participate in. His health isn’t good. He is throwing himself head-long into bad situations ending literally in tears by the side of the road over and over. To which he will tell you that he feels so empowered while people con money out of him and take advantage of his kindness.
I share this with no judgement and love him, but to give you an example and consider what you are wanting to participate in now. While there is more than ever the opportunity to jump in to emergencies, what time have you taken to assess your personal guidance. I would suggest that laying on the floor broken in the name of “service” to yourself, or to constantly say “I’m a metaphysician and this non-stop chaos that I’m allowing to rip me in half over and over is me cleaning up my past” is old nonsense. It’s martyrdom. I have seen metaphysical people live in their “cleansing” forever. And what I can see now is that the daily necessity to clear, stand, rest, repeat is enough. If a big thing needs to clear, ask that it be done carefully. Stop your way forward like you would drive a car. Break on the curves. Stop at the stop signs. Don’t accept other drivers damaging your car. Give yourself a home base to park the car and get out that is a REAL sanctuary. And recognize it’s ridiculous to always have your foot pressed all the way down on the gas pedal in the name of self-sacrifice or metaphysically working with your shadow side or past.
Many humans require pain to feel into a change. I find it a depressing sort-of insanity. Explaining to people how to be, or why they should be a nice person to others or themselves. My new neighborhood is wonderful. They have positive and helpful conversations looking out for and supporting one another on the private Facebook page. It’s a good sign that I can see is a larger calling to people realizing that community is the key. Local and beyond. I found a huge shock in watching world governments this year and the decisions to tear down the basic building blocks of love of the planet and trying to negate positive change. But here is what is really happening…
We crossed the border between the gates where people en-mass could jump to the percentage of power for shift to a higher vibration by easy choice. Now we have the alignment of odds for a fight. Which is ironic for those of us who know our role just got easier so-to-speak. Step out…come the whispers. We will now see the next segment. This too could have been done easier, but we shall see how quiet and not quiet the world plays it out. We feel disenchanted and tired and overwhelmed when daily is another announcement by Trump that is an insanity that hurts people and the planet for pleasure. But here is what has been brought to my attention. The segment of people who only change when they feel pain are now getting their big wake-up calls. They ignored guidance, and the whispers of higher love in interacting on the planet. Now they have to face that and it will make them consider other methods and ways. It would take a government so ridiculous in its hurtful decisions, announcements, actions and in-action to get them to consider their own behavior and seek other community options. To reconsider big business rulership and religious servitude. People are being forced to consider neighborhood solutions and seeing demonstrations of what caring is supposed to look like.
Watch the news differently now. Don’t worry about the control it appears government has to do harm. See how it’s backfiring on them. See Royal Caribbean Cruise Lines and other individuals send ships to pull people out of hurricane zones and care for each other. See the fall of bad and unaffordable healthcare as the catalyst to make people consider true healing modalities. See wildfires and storms as the amplified and targeted removal of humans from their embedded positions of refusing to change and listen on many levels. Karma grounding in lightning bolts. And breathe through your own fear about it. Come back to your position in this moment and change things left unfinished. This is a time to “shelter in place.” It might include adventures out into the world. But be real with yourself about your motivations and whether or not you have cared enough for your health, well-being and balance before you do.
I participated in the neighborhood project this month of gifting two neighbors with a surprise anonymous gift basket for Halloween left on their doorstep. We have all just moved in and most don’t know each other. I revealed myself to the one nice girl I’m starting a casual friendship with and we chatted about it. Her husband, in his early thirties, is military. He was completely disturbed by the situation. He just keeps saying to his wife “why would anyone do that…?” (Spend money to give a gift to a stranger when they aren’t getting anything in return and don’t know the recipient.) He is exactly the huge percentage of the population that is due for the monumental wake-up call they are now getting, and demonstrations of how a more highly evolved community is going to be required on the planet as the earth shifts into the 5th dimension and raises vibration. Self-centered millennial children, narcissists, those who knowingly do harm to others…. they will not have it easy or be standing in their comfortable accommodations as this progresses. Universal Law is absolute in this dimension. The energy and intensions put out can only ground on the person who initiates it. Stand in your sanctuary and attend to balancing in your heart through the waves and shifts.
I invite you to join me for the latest video/audio program in the View from the Edge Series. This September 2017 forecast and discussion includes astrology, energetics, opportunities and crossroads through hurricanes and global dynamics.
Of one hundred men who go into battle, ten shouldn’t be there.
Eighty are just targets.
Nine, real fighters.
One is a warrior.
And he will lead the others home.
If you’ve been feeling for the last 8 months like you wonder what you’re still doing here, that isn’t a question you are alone in making. My guides once told me during an especially depressed moment years ago, that I was like a kindergarten teacher. I would see, influence, abridge, take home, hold, love or just be standing for a moment in someone else’s world, and then be gone. I didn’t get the benefit of seeing what affect that had as they moved on. What they would know or become as a result of it.
When I heard the call to go to the edge of the Arctic Circle in Alaska five years ago, I hadn’t realized what would be asked of me. Beyond the mundane of daily life I would find tremendous rise and fall of humanity on the edge. The best of them and in myself. I was the least isolated I had ever allowed. The cosmos laughed at my thought process…“more nature, less humans”. Vast would be true, but I would also push way past my physical limitations to become attached to a search and rescue military unit. My freedom was unparalleled as a consultant. Always a watcher. Always permitted to be in the room or on the flight when guidance directed. I changed weather; put protections in place; loved them all to their confusion. But beyond it was the warrior. Always at the edge of the conversation. I learned to go and trust when the call came. Stand up to bad men, and bad weather. Found and lived surrounded by the heart of what love, protection and positive intent can be in its highest form in humans as well.
A normal person would not have survived what I did in Alaska. The sheer quantity of involvements that required unwavering bravery and the impacts I took physically, mentally and emotionally. I live life in fast-forward as one of the beings who came here to ‘clear it out.’ I am the first wave. All with 100% and instant response to guidance. Then doing the work to get myself clear and rebalance from the trauma. It requires all of those parts and pieces.
And now it’s September.
Decision fatigue is a real thing. Along the path it must be accounted for. And so must grief.
I left Alaska and began the preparation for departure several months before I began to see things that I knew were part of the reason for the directive to go. I argued with my guides even as I packed. It would take nine long months of nearly impossible logistics to market and sell the Alaska property; shut down and sell multiple businesses; sell my vehicle; build and close on a new house in Washington State; go through every physical item I owned to release or ship it off the island; buy a new vehicle on arrival; and more. Grief came at the process of leaving my only true home and family that my search and rescue unit had become. And WHY?! My guides kept reiterating that it would be unsafe for me to stay.
I hadn’t been thrilled with the two 8.0 earthquakes I had experienced there. And I did notice other things. Weather patterns are colder, rainier and windier. Volcanoes in the region becoming more active. But that seemed an inconvenience, not a reason to abandon my home. Wasn’t it better to be on an island with self-sustaining electric power, water system, etc. rather than in the mix of the lower 48 United States where there is a clear amplification of anger?
I signed the papers to commit to the move and purchase of the house to be built in western Washington State three days before the 2016 Presidential election results were known. I was standing in Hawaii doing high level metaphysical work for the first time in years, with the right group of practitioners. It was a good place to be in immersion with my guide team to hear the news and outcome. We all knew what it meant. That the darkness would get louder. Faster.
I returned to Alaska to begin my deconstruction process of one life into the next. There were suddenly Russian bombers and fighter jets violating Alaskan/US airspace within 39 miles of my house. A news report confirmed and showed video of Putin’s new Arctic Base. As the sea ice quickly melts to allow passage and oil drilling, it is now clear that Putin is going to take the Arctic. He has 40 new ice breakers compared to the US Coast Guard only having two which are used for scientific purposes. I suddenly realized that my warm search and rescue unit could be reverted back to Navy/Air Force as it once was in World War II. And that would mean my team would not be the same. My access might be revoked altogether. And that would also mean I would be standing virtually alone on an island in the Gulf of Alaska that was now a TARGET for both the Russians and North Korea. Easier to hit, less population, with military bases. It’s the “jump gate” from the lower 48 to the Arctic for refueling.
My suspicions were confirmed when it was announced that the Navy has just signed a contract to build two new piers at the base for incoming destroyers. And 60 new barracks where built at the mysterious brand-new missile launch facility out at the edge of the island where few traverse. Anti-aircraft missile defense systems are also being installed. None of this is business-as-usual.
It’s important to remind yourself that higher self guidance is certain. From moment-to-moment we are at a speed unparalleled right now for how awareness can save you. Through your exhaustion it will take you to the next step. And only the next step. WE have to be willing to rebalance to the change in guidance just to see where from our vantage point the best steps will be.
I would love to tell you that simple becomes the norm on that guidance-pointed journey. But my transition reminded me it does not. Much of the finalization and action-points had to be finished and conducted alone with my own hands. The humans were raging through their own issues. The movers on both ends were rancid with negativity and one I had to actually throw out of my house, call in a supervisor to have replaced to get the truck loaded. It became apparent why I was told to spend months packing the whole house myself. My guide team didn’t want the movers touching my things. An angry subcontractor left a rancid hamburger and coffee with milk sealed in the living room wall of my new house. That lead to a 3-week nightmare of bad smells, standing up to the builder after closing, and ripping out my entire living room to force them to fix it. This was followed by a 2-week carpenter ant infestation. Bad internet installation that I had to fix myself, buy my own equipment, and ask the installer to leave. I could go on. What stood out to me is the level of greed-for-money and dishonesty that is rampant. But I also got the higher message in it.
This is where this lifetime was always going to get to. The structure of society and its framework and systems are negative. Many of the most visible ones are not based on love. They have to come down. And visibility in the actions of those with bad behaviors and negative intent are part of the revealing process to change. Through a hurricane this week that is stronger than any financial system, you can see people moving past the structures put in place that don’t serve love. “Can’t” becomes a joke. Nothing can stop a neighbor from picking up a neighbor out of the flood waters and carrying them to safety. The universe is a direct line to manifestation of resources. It’s not a credit card or coin. And when it needs to be one of those things, then the neighbor will have it even if you don’t. This isn’t a game of impossibilities anymore. Don’t let the news media fool you. When the people of one area in the Houston floods needed to eat, there was a staff and bakery standing in the center of it that still had the power turned on and they baked bread for everyone. This is the truth of it.
I’m not here to promote conspiracy theories or negative patterns and difficult stories. But I am going to tell you that I’m aware that this transition for me to this location was very important. We talked about light workers setting themselves up now in pockets of light. You can’t be in chaos for dramas sake. It is like a wandering through hell designed to keep you unfocused. Whether it’s a weight issue that revolves around food; a “family” issue that takes you away from time or clearance in your own energy; or whatever element in your life-path has a negative emotional charge around it; it has to be cleared now. So let’s talk about how I’m doing that to give you a view of what it takes and how to get there. I’m also going to give you access to very specific information about the structure of how everything is functioning on the planet. You will need to know this to dig past it. No more half-truths. You will get to decide what version of light worker you will be.
There is nothing wrong with being a ‘wanderer’ if your guidance invokes it. I am always aware that at any moment my next directive or assignment will come in to relocate or change my project work. But I also know that having a protected home-base and protected sanctuary is key. This work we do that traverses far past the earth plane is exhausting. Equal protective measures to recalibrate have to be considered, and taking a space in a place to do so is critical now. Extremes inflicted on the body may include excessive travel just as much as what you are eating or where you are sleeping, or what relationships you are putting up with. In a discussion about this 15 years ago it wasn’t the same. We had time to loiter and procrastinate. Now, that isn’t the case. You can clear your life path and choose to plant yourself totally away from human chaos should your guidance tell you that as a light channel this is what you are needed for. It might also call you into specific action in any given hour to react to be in a disaster zone as a volunteer. The key is to know when you are getting too mentally, emotionally or physically involved to be effective as a light worker.
One example of this that I encountered this week was in my connectivity to the teams of Coast Guard aircrews. They are my heart and wolf pack, and as I watched and discussed with them the details and then watched the video footage of them in danger in the waters around Houston my emotions were getting amplified. Helicopters lowering them into sewage and debris that will make them sick for weeks. I was getting too ‘involved’ energetically. It lowers my effectiveness when I’m dragged into the turmoil and not centered. So I pulled back. Sent them love and light and then re-focused on my personal directives for the week. I stopped myself from sending them care packages and getting involved in a non-stop disaster event. The truth is that this is going to continue in monolithic format. And my job is to recalibrate to my next level of guide-work and connectivity for service, as unique as it needs to be in any given moment.
One of those realizations that has come within the last month, is the terrible toll the transition out of Alaska, along with being there for five years has taken on my body. My whole life I have been less than athletic the majority of the years and struggled with weight gain when stressed. I’ve heard all the metaphysical woo-woo info about being female, weight gain as a protective mechanism, heredity, the soul plan, etc. The truth is we are all different; but the facts about the degradation of the food system, toxin levels, radiation levels, and impact of all that combined with lightworkers dedication to becoming MORE sensitive so that we can raise the planetary vibration, is a dilemma. It does matter what food you are putting in your body. I now understand that both sugar and flour of any kind must be removed. It’s the equivalent of heroin or cocaine. Period. No agave nectar or honey or maple syrup. That’s still sugar. No coffee no processed foods. I have read and participated in every diet ever invented (just about). Not only as a weight reduction solution, but as a healing, balancing and life choice attempt. The two resources I recommend for anyone are the Bright Line Eating food (Buy the book, read the science and psychology. Sign up for the 14-day challenge for $29 to get the food plans and do the maintenance life food plan if you don’t need the weight reduction version. You don’t need to spend the big money on the boot camp.) Then combine that information with the books called “Medical Medium.” The concepts in each can be sorted and merged for any person with or without a health issue, then tailored to your guidance and needs. They are worth understanding and reading even if you don’t have an issue (or think you don’t), because they will increase your awareness to critical planetary factors that you need to navigate to continue to reside here and maximize your effectiveness and comfort.
Yep. I suggested you find ways daily to maximize your comfort. It isn’t so simple in the intensity. I’m sometimes warned not to do a standard past metaphysical practice like meditation because the energies rolling through aren’t to be reached into or opened up to. I, like some others, were shocked by this recent solar eclipse. I normally love these kinds of celestial events. Creating sacred circles, meditating, whatever. I was very close to the path of totality and watched the light outside turn to dusk. I was told by my guide team not to go outside or engage it in any way. I assumed I was being a drama queen and tried to minimize it in my mind. But it was a horrible event for me. I’ve never felt anything like that level of darkness cutting a path. I was truly disturbed and shocked by it. It had a physical impact and I fought not to throw up for hours. I thought it would never end. It was suddenly very clear to me beyond politics and war games that I could see with my eyes, that there was a great deal more going on and why putting me in this house in a protected space was hugely important for now and what is to come.
It's worth noting now that I was uncomfortable but not unsafe because I was listening to guidance. I’m saying that again because I want you to remember to breathe, and that your team and your guidance and your manifestation are with you. There is no benefit to you being a mess. It’s not going to maximize your positive effects here and beyond. But YOU have to clear the deck. You have to participate and do your work. Is eating sugar, bread, or any physical plane addictive behavior pattern or relationship merry-go-round really worth the lessening of your super powers right now? Is being drugged out on food or violent entertainment or people-dramas; as is such a large percentage of the population; really where you want to be? Because the old rules still apply…and are amplified. If YOU don’t make the change that you know needs to be made; your soul is going to initiate a crisis to get your attention and force it. Period. I’d love it if we lived outside of that realm, but we don’t. The good news, however; is that when you take the path of guidance to free yourself, the positive benefits multiply in your life as well. There will likely be an array of badly-behaved humans still in the surrounding area, but that’s the job right? That’s the earth plane.
Dealing with that earth plane is our next topic. I thought you would appreciate some of the basics of knowing the guidance given to me to get set up for the years ahead. Then you can pick and choose the ones that fit best for you. We’ve already had the food discussion. So let’s talk about the rest of my sanctuary set up.
- In 2016, prior to the purchase of this, my first house, I was directed to use the majority of my income to pay off all credit cards, loans and debts. This was a huge amount equal to about 50% of my income. It took huge dedication for 11 months to accomplish this. But I did it.
- I removed everything from my life physically that I had been dragging around and didn’t need. If it carried old energy or memory I sold or donated it. These items were not to be brought into the new house.
- I purchased new furniture, décor, appliances, etc. Nothing that was preowned or hand-made by someone else’s energy. No antiques, thrift store items, etc. It is better to have only a few new things than bring in chaos or negative or past energy.
- Everything is completely organized using clear and labeled Rubbermaid containers on shelves in the garage and elsewhere. Living surrounded by clutter, hoarding, dust and debris isn’t cute or justifiable as a personality trait. It lowers your vibration and effectiveness and the psychic energy noise invites disturbance.
- There is a pantry that includes a 1-month emergency water supply in case the water is turned off in the neighborhood or becomes contaminated.
- I was told to install a whole-home automatic natural gas generator that will run everything in the house perfectly including the air conditioning should there be an electrical power outage for any length of time. It automatically turns on and needs no propane or gasoline refills. And by putting an air conditioning unit on the house, the interior has a protected air circulatory system for the most part from outside air quality issues that might arise.
- A basic alarm system has been installed so I am aware of doors opening and closing and security cameras with live video should I want to see outside.
- Insulated walls and garage door to make the garage a climate controlled space as needed with enough room to park my 4-wheel drive vehicle inside in a secure area rather than leave it in the driveway at night.
- I was told not to install live cable TV due to the frequency-control mechanisms that run through the broadcasts and cable. I participate in internet streaming only.
- I installed a gas stove and oven rather than electric.
- I asked if I needed flood insurance or earthquake insurance for the property beyond basic homeowner’s insurance and was told it would not be necessary.
- My decision-making process included whether or not to live in a neighborhood with houses closer together or give myself some property and space in a more rural way. The neighborhood with closer neighbors was pointed out to be a safer choice. And I’m noticing that the people moving into these newly built homes are military families or professionals with good behaviors who are also interested in a sense of caring community rather than fighting or isolationism.
Although for any location you may be guided to live, the list of decisions and inclusions might vary, it’s important to recognize that none of this is fear-based. It is resource-based. Fuzzy blankets, pillows, rugs and soft furniture. Choices to meditate upstairs or downstairs. A second bedroom option if I need to be in a different area of the house to avoid any disturbance for sleeping. A treadmill for exercise so I don’t have to fight bad weather or be too visible for safety reasons. Enough cash to sustain myself if regional power outages shut down gas pumps and any stores ability to process a credit card. A property on a quiet cul-de-sac with no through traffic, and surrounded by a bit of extra space and forest. Not in a city center or degraded area, but close enough to resources, shopping and interstate access.
These are the set-up elements I have been guided to install and initiate. If I was reacting from fear rather than guidance, then I would be running out this week buying flood insurance after watching the news footage of the flooding in Houston from Hurricane Harvey. But reacting from fear initiates the law of attraction to draw to you exactly what you are afraid of. So I strongly advise that you follow joy and attend to centeredness in listening to your internal guidance.
As we entered into January 2017, I will share with you at this point that my level of discomfort was growing. It’s that frustrating space where I will pointedly say to my guide-team that I am very aware I do not have all the information on a subject. I was watching the news and knew I was being lied to. But at what level? How do we sort it all out? I wanted the absolute truth and details about who was initiating what in the financial systems, government, corporations and more. Did that information exist? I wasn’t just making a request, I was demanding it.
Within a short amount of time I was led to several very important documentary films and instructions about how to proceed. I’m going to share them with you here with no elaborate discussions except to say that you need to know these things. It will allow you to walk forward with no dishonesty that can work against you. You will watch the news and be able to completely sort it out. It’s not easy information to realize and I can tell you that it will be important to read the Dolores Cannon materials and bring your kinesiology online to balance yourself out mentally and emotionally with the positive galactic perspective and truths. I have already provided you with that information on the Resources Page of this website. The documentary movies that can be found on Netflix and other resources for rental are entitled: “Zeitgeist the Movie” and “Unacknowledged”. If you haven’t watched these in their entirety, you will truly be at a disadvantage to knowing what’s going on, on the planet. I also recommend, for privacy and security, you download and start using an app on your phone called “Signal” for texting and phone communications that are important to you or your light worker assignments.
I shared the quote at the opening of this conversation, because it held such clarity for me. I’ve never been a ‘civilian’ on this planet. Always called upon to be a warrior in one way or another. In nearly every situation and every room. Just being present at this time and working through the dimensions is a monumental task to hold physical form. Give yourself a real sanctuary. Give yourself true comforts of higher vibration. Let everything go and rest when you know your body, mind, emotions or spirit need it. Warriors can’t be in continuous battle. It’s not sustainable.
Since December and my work in Hawaii, I am incredibly different. Making the deliberate agreement to participate in recalibration through rest or other physical interaction is a key to finding not only peace, but the symbology needed. What do we mean by that? Downloads of information can come in sleep or wake. And honestly…have you figured out that there really isn’t a difference between those two places? Once you begin to consciously have awareness of the illusion all around you, you will slide in and out, recognizing how guidance tracks you. Timing is even more important. And there is a track to follow. A new moon in Aries this week as it is circled by a week where the Sun, Venus, Mercury and Uranus are in Aries as well, with Jupiter at a square to Pluto. This has serious “god of war” energy around it. But let’s take it to the symbology that is all practical and not about archetypes and metaphors. It’s your right to do so. And you will find it can be about getting an absolutely clear view.
I laugh at myself as I tag in to listen to the astrology that is posted from different vantage points. I frequently will talk out loud…”yep, you got the facts…but…ah…no. That’s not the take-away.” So, let’s look for a minute at where guidance comes from. Because you’re going to need it with a plug-in similar to when your computer system needs to patch software to upgrade an ability.
Since Hawaii, my level of centeredness has changed. Before I was always girl-on-a-mission with an edge of “push” that hung on from the days of fear-programming. You are programmed. And I’m not talking about the usual metaphysical woo-woo issues surrounding your relationship wounds with your parents. When you watch the news, you know. You might now know the details of the format of the lie; but you have trained enough to see it. And snippets are coming out past the gates and into view so you can have the rest of the information if you ask for it. The world matrix. I got more than I bargained for this weekend. It had me walking around the house in a bit of devastated shock. Who owns what on the planet. Pay attention. The goals to keep you programmed, distracted and controlled. Unlimited, violent, mindless, ‘entertainment’ media on every channel. Affordable foods keep you unwell and addicted to sugar. A pharmaceutical drug for every occasion is always handed to you for every level of your life from physical to emotional pain. The financial markets and governments are all owned (literally), and instability can be made to “appear” as desired anywhere on the planet. The matrix is wide, but simple. Fear is both the product and the mechanism. Even as you read this, you may notice that your chest has tightened and the programmed fear within you has been triggered. This isn’t something I usually discuss. And from now on, we are just going to refer to it as “the fear industry.”
Take a deep breath for me. Feel your higher self and guides. Reach for them and plug into that truth and support. The fear industry doesn’t win. It doesn’t even have a vote. But we do live here. So we have to realize that our starting point in the process can’t be mindless. It’s about engaging, but taking the warrior energy to stand in plain sight on some occasions, and know on other days it’s not appropriate to “go to war” or plug in the way we used to.
I’m the first person, and you’ve seen it, that goes through the door. A child in danger; my search and rescue team in jeopardy emotionally or physically; the sexual predator at the doorstep; the system that doesn’t work or does harm. I was always the one on-call. Now I am told to set it up differently. Set up my world first. No less present, but not visible in the same way. Following guidance that pre-dates humanity. How long do you think we’ve been here as well as working together in other places and dimensions? Focus on that for a reality, and then see past the earth-matrix just like that. In an instant. I may be here now to offer the new framework, but I’m not here to focus on others responsibility. They will talk to each other and unite past the ‘barriers’ or not. I will walk away rather than deal with it twice. Ever since my plug-in to reality in Hawaii. mastery that stayed; and manic initiatives are over. Those days and moments when I couldn’t stand it if something wasn’t put away in the kitchen. And I didn’t recognize that though I was following guidance, I was doing it in a framework of programming led by fear. 15-hour days were the norm to save the world. I couldn’t exist without the push. And it’s time you know where that framework came from.
So what do we do with all of these planets in Aries? We allow the gift they bring to get you to the truth through CLARITY. Realizing and seeing the intrusion is first. How you have allowed it. What rules you put in place that make everyone very happy with you in playing the conformity game in society. Then taking that clarity and peacefully and quietly stopping it. What part of your body and mind and emotion is ruled…by someone other than you. And how do you turn it off. I’m not saying to stop living in society. I’m saying you use it to hide in plain sight while you eradicate the fear-based control factors from every part of your world and being.
In January I shut down the control-factors. There is no longer sugar, wheat gluten, meat, or dairy put into my body. Last summer I shut down the worst of the fear-broadcast frequency coming into the house. I disconnected the cable TV current running through the wires in the walls. I am in the process of shifting away from watching news-by-video and only reading headlines as needed for processing guidance and taking appropriate action. I have understanding beyond any “incident” or supposed government/corporate or other control-feature initiated or announced. That individual manifestation and focus through the Universal Laws run the higher format. And your creations and deliberate interactions with higher guidance is the mechanism to sustain and move you. If you know where to be…and you do if you choose to. Then the rocks can fall from the sky and your personal world will curve to peacefully walk you around them.
I was tired of everyone telling me the key was to not be afraid, without handing me the details. I wanted to know who was playing the game and how. As devastatingly disappointed as I am about the facts presented and truth revealed, I am reminded that as dark as they are, the light information, initiatives and team is also present. And it’s not some fluffy hand-you-a-bunny-and-meditate-in-the-backyard while you pretend it’s just all ok. There is a reason you have been presented with the Dolores Cannon materials, the Kinesiology instructions, and finally the framework to build on through use of the Wind on Water Database this month in the new Resources Section of the website. We really are here. The ones who support you.
I watched a woman for some time on my Facebook news feed who is an acquaintance. She has a kind heart; stands up for people; is clearly sensitive but not with metaphysical awareness; does flower arrangements for weddings, loves working with her husband in her summer garden and connecting to nature on long walks with her little dog in the beautiful red rock mountains of Utah that she paints beautifully. But I had to “turn her off” in my news feed. Her upset and panic and anger grows over local and national government inaction and inequity. She has begun fighting with her neighbors. And the kind woman I knew now rants constantly. Of course, she is afraid. But she is also feeding herself a steady diet of ‘entertainment’ that includes Game of Thrones and other main- stream violent and negative storyline options in addition to watching the news media daily. Do you know how many times a day you are FED the word “terror”…? It is the perfect never-ending war to justify everything from taking away your rights, to justifying any military action to acquire control over money, resources and oil.
Now at this point if you feel like I’m heading down a path of discussion that makes you uncomfortable, I would like to take you back to your own guidance. How do YOU feel when you watch the news reporting? How do you feel when you watch violent or negative-behavior television, or read the posts and shares from friends that are fear-based? We are currently choosing this incarnation. And many of us know that we are not just here to sequester ourselves out in the woods and shut off the mechanism and technology of the world. But I also trust that you are paying attention and want the details and answers. I did. And it’s not about any single President. That is the distraction. So refocus and remove. Take the last chance to put an end to things.
As I begin my final months to prepare for transition out of Alaska and down to the State of Washington, I am very aware to do it. There is clarity about being both in alignment to move to a pocket of light, as well as the shifts I am not to be involved with what will come in the region I leave behind. I felt a bit exhausted and wondered if the announcement/invitation to take a year-end 2017 trip to Costa Rica for mastery work wasn’t the most ridiculous thing ever. Going out of the country to this destination at this time of instability doesn’t actually seem like a logically good idea. And it probably wasn’t the best weekend to hit me with it. Then the Guide-whispers came. Practice world travel with a metaphysical team you already love and can trust. Explore and meet people in the different regions around the planet. Opportunities like this can’t be missed now. One leads you to another of critical proportion. Consider that the day may come when you will be directed to relocate outside of the United States.
Having to consider completely different pathways and situations for the future and bringing an end to feeding myself in the old ways physically, emotionally and mentally might have its moments of sadness for the things left behind. But right beside that is the relief and joy and heart. I counseled someone who has left his life in a state of chaos that by societies standards is ‘the norm’. Life events and media become the distractions from allowing things to settle down by picking a place to live that isn’t transient. Recognizing and halting the relationship interactions that drag you around from day-to-endless-day in a state of negative impacts. Each lesson and educational program for the soul has an end point. Stop it, learn it, and take it. Then once the new framework is set up by your own timing. You can be with the lighter side in a more sustained way. The clarity. Pick your art. Sit and hold the fuzzy bunny in the backyard. It’s ok to do this. But don’t live a half and half world of allowing inflicted pain then going to the cabinet to get a band aide. This will be your mastery 4-years. Plant yourself. Then ignite your peaceful fire. And you know, when I of all people say that to you, it’s not just a woo-woo wish without the practical world support.
On any given Tuesday I can experience a full-blown Jerry Bruckheimer movie. It might take until Sunday to play out. Then another weekend hiding out curled up on the couch to process it by ‘twilight-zoning’ out in altered state with my guide team. And thankfully they process my cycle in my time. So as we stand under the energies of one lunar vs. solar eclipse, I thought it was time to share some of the specific guidance that I was getting. They are epic categories, as always. But they play out at times of great importance.
We are not unaware of your battle. The timing of which was pre-destined for millennia. We don’t want you to be without the cosmic interpretation. But the mundane is a cycle of that wheel and can’t be left in the matrix as heart without home.
Heart without home…You may feel the transits of souls and the relocations now in numbers unpredictable. We can’t promise predictability in the lives of others, but we can for you.
I love predictability with adventure. Quite a dichotomy. I want everything to feel safe, but I want to stand on the edge of the gate and have it open 5-inches from my face. My warrior spirit calls and I indulge it. Often while wondering how I’m going to pull it off when I see it coming. But I know. The one gift above all others had been since that week in England when they became visible. It wouldn’t always be a “physical” viewing to see my Guides, but I would find a belief that 40 hours on deck could get me through more adventures and panics and fights and emergencies than I would have thought possible.
But now is a different elemental engagement. And it’s worth talking about. Whatever you’re used to, can be broken now. And by ‘used to’ I’m not only talking about the methods you’ve used to get there in your study. But also, the physical application of those laws. You have now become the law.
I heard it after I did it. Speak Truth to Power. A commanding officer without the knowledge isn’t so heartened as the one who finds truth.
It often surprises me, the matrix of delusion, and when I might be made certain of speaking something terrible but hidden to a person of great power and influence in the world. What my encompassing feeling is about this is that we all have the power. There isn’t a day that goes by that I can’t see a junction or chasm forming on the path. A time when in a split-second I might stop all else I saw and be the one person who knows and will say what has happened. I recommend that you piece that together. And breathe. And recall that I don’t ever do that in loud demonstration or anger or righteousness.
There is immense release.
I can’t tell you how in a rush, what I assure you was far from a rush in coming, I see my hands moving or body in motion or timing of statement like an impact from a distant place hit the ground or people in front of me. Or more truthfully, it comes through me. But not without the angelic realm. And without harm would be the prime directive. Delivering a statement long in coming and without emotion or intent to hurt isn’t the same as shock for darkness.
I could hear it on the wind. I always can. It was a monster. I find myself so certain these days of certainty itself. I wonder at the calm and relief I feel. It’s ok to do that. To close the window or door on things. What do you think a warrior looks like? Red or blue?
I saw him coming. I laughed at the set-up. Clothed in the depicted patterns of blue. What better than options to claim a pattern from the past I was cleared into for my release. It had been a very long time since I had decided to take on a male energy for close interaction. It had been such a battle of myself joined with distant relatives I don’t even care for, who haunted depictions of what I felt I was. Who do you think you are? I was ready to blow a hole in that past. So, I did. Moonlit ferry rides. Danger and adventure. He would get a few months of my time, but only 4-days of my physical presence. He would think power and control and dominance strategies were going to stand past that. He would be wrong.
My job on that ride was a beginning. It stopped a mania. Inertia disqualified. What abuses would I accept in their insidious hiding places? Maybe when I see relationship now it holds grace. This full moon eclipse calls us home. It would mean a light bulb moment. The eclipses weren’t for my shock and awe. It was for others. I was excited. I could instantly stop it. The moment it arose. And leave a very insane moment to its own human world. How human do we have to be? Not at all. Every impact of this week was for someone else. It realizes itself. I spoke truth in right timing. I didn’t linger. And at 2:22am that night I surged awake. I was surrounded by the guardians and hunters and Guides of my love. Lifemate that never leaves. Who says we have to believe in other realities of hate or fear or time beyond love? My heart knows a great feel of joy. I didn’t need this ‘boyfriend’ or past to claim my feelings or time. I would sleep again. I would rest. I needed more than this world, and delivery wouldn’t disappoint me.
It would be this understatement to say fighting was my way. Drawn to battle is what a warrior knows. We clothe it in mind for time. I have held children bleeding from ancient wounds both carried and etched. Current dilemmas. Pain that screams in the dark. It’s ok. To be that angelic being when all else around you is failing.
This, I now realize, was my past. I give the decision-making and job of blood to the tide now. Channel to hold light. It was always the higher mission. So surprising to me that at this ebb and flow of rage, I might find silence. Food. Is a ridiculous modicum of grace. It lies. They lie. What does a channel look like? For me, recalibration. On a Saturday I started reading the book “Medical Medium”. By Tuesday I had stopped the madness. It was time.
Tired and hurting ended years of pain. Three-day perfect cleanse. Two weeks of initial detox. One month to find new patterns. I have removed all sugar, meat, dairy, corn, wheat/gluten, eggs. Where before trying to take any supplement made me violently ill, I now have answers to years of fatigue and medical issues. It isn’t just about being vegan. I now see the elements to change and the underlying virus and specific toxins vs. medicines. The undercurrent of nerve-ending pain is gone. The virus burrowed into organs that the medical community is unaware of as the cause, is now being eradicated. None of the medical advice I had ever been given was accurate. Not even the ‘natural-path’ doctors ever gave me a supplement that worked. Now my body accepts a new array without rejection. I sleep at night for 7-10 hours. I don’t wake with stomach pain or body pain or unexplained issues. My stomach no longer hurts even when hunger approaches. Yes, I am still recalibrating and tired at times and allowing the flow of guidance to show me what supplements to apply as I progress. But in a world where I felt no hope and only struggle with the physical issues, here is Spirit-delivered solutions and timing for rebuilding.
I’ve been removing chemicals, groups, souls. Heart-felt with simple timing. Everything is clear to do this.
If your world is requiring nothing but mechanics these days, you're not wrong. But it's important that you see it for what it is. A set-up.
This is the time period that gets you to the next level. It's the must-do elements of proximity that can make all the difference. And what a difference it is. On the outside is a world in chaos. But within you there is courage and a knowledge that spans lifetimes. Past the gates of what used to be stands all that you have worked for. Why focus on beyond crisis. What makes you think you must cater to that at all.
Today, under this new moon, comes a chance to make an account of what will proceed you. How many of the issues now seem unreal to you? Like watching children in a fight with no limits. So now there is much more hope than before within you. It isn't the mechanics but the grace outside of it that guides you. Think not that you are separated from all the peace. Believe that what you leave behind is a finale like no other.
You don't have to engage with them. You don't have to make it real for you or consume your world by the clock that binds them. Their mechanics are their own. What have you worked so hard for that is now time to be? We suggest that it's peace. And the first time you stop shouting or listen in the silence, it only takes that heartbeat to see it and recognize it. And that will be enough.
Feeding, sleeping, rushing. What specific trend or mechanics step into your awareness at this crossroads. Realizing that your control is your own will help to make an auxiliary decision to adjudicate as in your own life there will be no more trial. What jury made you think something was beyond your path of hope or fortune or self-belief? I am telling you that it is not. And I have come to share the before-time. Past the globe you now know as home and heart to the one of record. It is all in the records. Don't worry about the climax that stands at each noticeable threshold. We won't let it pass. Start to view your world as your own forever and now. You can do this with a hint of lecture and grace. You can remember as workers that the work can be done by another even as you rest. We came in legion. We knew the time period was similar to what has come before, but so much of peace may still be collected. Don't stop to chance the records of time. Make yours always in record to the hieroglyphs past duty to love.
~ Samuel, Guide to Aleiya
I didn’t get on the helicopter today. In the dark and the cold. Though for a moment it looks like a Norman Rockwell painting outside as Alaska has a moment of peace. Which it rarely does these days. The snow falls and we know that winter will be real this year. As the eye of the most recent storm passed directly over the island this past week; and 70+mph winds added to ice and 15 degrees of cold; I realized that my final winter in Alaska wasn’t just going to be all rain this time around. And for each of the battles I see raging, I was told whether it’s politics or family or weather, that Hurricane Charlie now serves me well. That I have learned to stop, close my eyes and let absolutely anything simply pass over. It will end. And this lesson of non-involvement and extraction has become a milestone where it’s use is a requirement to do my job as a lightworker.
You may have been seeing them lately. If you’ve truly been announcing your new beingness to the universe. Double, triple and beyond, number patterns. It tells us of a walk through the portal. As well as a re-patterning of how much clarity is brought into the dream time now. On the last new moon that just cleared us into the month of December, it was said we also strode through the end of a 9-year cycle. In a 9 year. Are you with this program now? Endings and completion. Beyond anything I have experienced in human form.
I sat in a circle for a week on the island of Kauai, Hawaii, in November with an array of students and metaphysical practitioners. I was shocked to see the difference between last year and today. I was different. And in this group alone it wasn’t people waiting to see if they could figure out how to do it. It was an exceptional array of defiance. In the face of all we have seen, those of us present decided to walk away. Onward to the next portal. They had already left abusive relationships permanently, and jobs that were done with. They were strong and fierce and caught in a vortex that is now their norm. Our norm. We are just doing it. Guidance comes in absolute form and is acted upon without waiting. Ask any one of us and we can tell you that there isn’t any more waiting.
The earth and the humans have made their choice. If it had been Clinton elected President, the release and returns would have been at a gentler pace. But we all looked at each other in that practitioner group in Hawaii when the election results came out, and knew then that this was going to be now and louder as we watch the next 4-years unfold to the important gateway of 2020.
And so we come now to the necessary discussion on how to be.
This time period isn’t going to be about the fear for you. It will be about the peace. There are hours and minutes and years you have spent going through the panic and efforts and negative patterning.
I, and others are getting ready to move. Alaska is done for me. The call has come in to bring me to my next destination. A house is being built especially for my energetics. It will be the first of its kind. There is positioning for all of us occurring now. Some need only shift a street or two. Some are called to change cities or countries. But whereas in the past this was a call to arms or mission to dive into a “war” zone; that is not what now comes.
Practitioners, who choose it, will be stabilized. If you don’t play games within your own mind or from the matrix of the past, the solutions will come swiftly. The tribal councils that you all are a part of will be silenced. There is an extra-terrestrial playground occurring between the worlds. Why would we ask you to leave the last of your basic childhood behind as a human? So that simple becomes the norm. And from that, there is a great play to enact from the galactic council viewpoint. So we ask you what calls your heart now? What place do you feel? What calls you into service without service? There isn’t a place on this earth that you can go now that won’t have the practitioners stepping into hollowed out spots made of grace. We didn’t send you down here to do this alone. If you could agree to purify and clear the last, though herculean effort it might seem; what great joy will await you.
Light. Peace. Stand still.
What makes you think that you don’t do for the world and the light if not your hands are pushing? What monumental grace do you believe is only possible through hardness and despair. These are human terms. These are matrix terms. What new rules will you make? What courage do you have and what must it take to stop and listen and be.
My permission was granted to realize that I don’t have to hold the Arctic Circle watch anymore. And to see how many of us leap into the devastation zones. That may have been our past, but clarity, purification and adjustment has now come. How much more effective I will be shifting to channel as the priority, without the fight of the extremes of the physical.
It is the last of the year of the 9-cycle. 2016 will leave, and what you leave behind will change the grid forever.
As the battles rage over personal and exponentially larger issues in the public eye, for those practitioners who have been present for the shift-moments in their own space, there is a lesson of greater importance.
I pulled against a photo that appeared today from the top of a high peak in the Alaska wilderness. Besides the aircrew that was there and a few others, I found myself trailing past what would have been the physical view to the power of the gate in the mountain. It wouldn’t have been reality to a human, past a strange feeling if they stopped to tune in at all, but it was there none-the-less. I halted repeatedly on the photo wondering what it was that called to my sight-beyond-sight.
It may happen for you this way as you are so required to address and attend to the brutal impacts of something that might be as simple as a daily chore that makes you feel leadened. How to go on day in and day out. You have not yet arrived at your next destination, but you have realized that the release of the past in any form has already transpired. These we would call “the in between spaces.” It may come with depression even if the new impulse or aim you know to be true and a better life and landing post than what has come before. Don’t be discouraged. It takes more than just linear action to raise awareness beyond the physical enough for the physical points of return to shift and bring forth into manifestation the next platform. Memory is shifted as well through the veil of changing icons that are just as real as the DNA that runs through your system. You will notice the word “through” we use repeatedly. We divide the time zones for you between the past-not-yet-past and the beautiful future made to honor you.
We are the in-between spaces.
Standing still becomes a necessity. Even now if you reach for them you will feel your guardians. Most serious is the diligence deployed. Walking across the earthplane at this time was always going to be this and so much more. If you envision a trek such as the Lord of the Rings toward and into the mountains now. The bodies fall around you and nearly feel like ghosts. The people who used to seem real in your world no longer hold physical form. This we say is a normal state for you as time seems surreal. Though you may feel a struggle to compensate and care; finish your tasks with an eye on the future. Know that it comes today and tomorrow against all tide. There isn’t just one timeline, there are three or four consistently spacing themselves. The others know this. A hush comes over the land. Join with it and know its protection.
We are standing on the edge of the last in a series of three eclipses that are bringing a new force to the planet. Aleiya and her Guides discuss what you have, how to apply it, and why the next step you take can be a crescendo of amazing life change rather than crisis.
Watch the 40-minute video production at: https://youtu.be/CCl6uM3mqNo
Reading the signs and instructions provided by the universe is a very, VERY personalized event. Many of us have so many “Masters Degrees” and PhDs in the subject matter we’ve been called upon to proliferate, that it would blow the circuitry in the intellectual and energetic systems of many of the humans to even try to conceive of it.
I’ve noticed an increase in the last three years of monumental changes in that circuitry as it presides over our guidance. I am aware now that I’m always 3-weeks to 3-months ahead of what is about to happen in the world. A knowingness that calls to action even before I might understand what exactly I’m preparing for. It’s something that blows in the wind. The energetics compounded with the elemental. For you can’t have one without the other. A 6-months lead-in is also brought in when the object is so immoveable on the timeline that it’s catered to as one of the “markers of reason.” These are the primary points of light or incident. We came for these things.
I stood last week and stared at the light filtering through the garden center greenhouse and spoke with my friend who works there. “Summer is over.” I made it a statement. It was only the end of July. She looked at me in horror. “Don’t say that! We have three more months to grow and harvest!” Declaring an early end to summer in Alaska is considered blasphemy because the darkness and difficult weather of winter can be such a long stretch to endure. I appreciate the gardeners’ dedication here. They are feeding us and came to do such things. But I’ve seen the changes. The tomatoes coming out of my personal organic greenhouse don’t taste like sunshine this year. Despite the hot days and sun. The cucumbers either; and they are twisted into strange shapes; while the strawberries rot or don’t produce.
Now before you think to yourself…”well she must not be in tune enough with the elementals or her energy must be bad, etc. Let’s return to the original and important concept of discussion. Reading the signs and instructions provided by the universe is a very, VERY personalized event. Compounded to our higher purpose here. I read and work at the planetary level. I went fishing this week and I’m giving away the beautiful salmon I caught because I can feel the lower vibrationary effects that the planetary impacts have had on the fish this year.
Our vibration is changing. We came here for this. Rotating to a 12-strand DNA and cascading through higher vibrational impacts in the shell we agreed to maintain is an elongated journey. Sediment breaches the elevated matrix.
I could talk about the crazy astrology, but it’s not a surprise to us. I’m being shown very clearly that clearing things up is important before November 1st. But what does the personality do with that information? We talk about reading the signs and guidance and the distinct clarity of it. I have a graded ramp to gaining momentum during forward motion. My intuition “sees” the knowingness. My automatic-pilot steps up to lead. This is the result of years of insisting on clearing the debts and accumulated “debris” from my system. I wake up and know to stop doing something, or to initiate something. And I do it. But what about the “over runs”…? They do happen also. I’m very good at the details caught in the air and made into the timeline. The “over-runs” are when I notice that my dedication to the situation or task has brought me to a point of confusion for my personality. The tired “little person” inside needs a better explanation or absolute sign that the world; which as we know it is coming to an end; isn’t coming to an end so-to-speak. And here is a monumental example played out this week…
Since you people have “met” me, you know I’m 12-worlds away from how Doreen Virtue works. I’m more likely to leap into a room (physically or energetically-speaking) with teeth barred, surrounded by and merged with my wolves. I’m called in as a last chance. The opportunity given to the room to shift out of terrible patterns. I don’t even have to argue. My light and guide team will frequently do the work. And thankfully, these days, I’m not so responsible for those rooms. We’ve left many of them behind to ‘blow up’ on their own or stand in what I showed them could be possible. Doreen on the other hand, who is wonderful, is more likely sent in after I blow up the room to hand out bunnies to hug and invite or give shelter to the most sensitive of creatures of the light. We all have our jobs don’t we?
So in the matrix of it all, I would have to say that I don’t believe all of the human stories and descriptions of beings like “angels” are exactly correct. Elemental; extra-terrestrial; and an array of other guides make up my contingent. And I’m sure they laugh when I get a bit pissy about the labels; and at my frustration over religion and the definitions put forth. My usual attitude in any given situation is… “WHATEVER…just tell me what you want me to do about this…”
All of that being said, if you work with nonphysical guides, you will understand the drastic difference in vibration between them. The higher their frequency, the more euphoric the feeling is during the connection. Mediums have to raise their vibration up while guides have to step it down to meet us on the internal planes. At least that’s the definition I’ve always handed out. Until now. We’ve entered a time where manifestation on the physical plane is merging with the etheric. It is foreseen. What must a higher vibrational frequency bring? A quickening.
I found myself looking at houses for sale this week. Though I stand now in a house that’s perfect. But I went out anyway with my friend who is a realtor. There was a mix of information being passed. Things I needed to know. The housing market they said would block selling my house was suddenly changed. A reminder that the “market” or society is irrelevant at the personal level of the fulfillment of protection, relocation or any other type of decision-making. I was reacting to the 3-month out warning bells of things needing to be completed and prepared for by November 1st. Which might not have anything to do with selling my current residence or moving. But my “little person” wanted to curl up in a smaller house or one that’s not on the edge of a cliff facing another winter of shaking 70mph winds. I was subconsciously “reaching” for my guides. I want to feel safer and more comfortable. Not that I’m unsafe in any way, but jeez. Sensitives all over the world are exhausted. And I’m no exception as I just try to keep the balance.
As I was driving to the second property to look at, my attention was suddenly completely focused on something falling from the sky. It came from high up and fell slowing to the ground in a twirling motion. I literally stopped my car in the middle of the road. It was a very large feather. I got out of the car and picked it up, noticing that there was also, magically, no traffic on the well traversed road. I got back in the car and drove to meet my realtor friend at the house. It took me a minute of disbelief, but I found myself standing in the front yard looking down at another large feather. The house was, numerologically, an 11. And the seller I would learn, was named Michael. The mirroring name of the only archangel I particularly speak to and work with.
I went home and realized with appreciation how much choreography that must have taken. And that it wasn’t about buying the houses viewed.
A hunter that has reached the finish line. Peace in our time.
The energetics of that resonated in my ears.
It’s no mystery that we must be the peace or whatever warrior our soul claims us for that day. I resonate with the wolves and the light and the love it takes to stand in the circle.
There may seem to be great injustice now, but that is just a prelude for what is to come. Does it not claim its “victims” with a precision unprecedented in the modern age. A “bad behavior” rises up and suddenly that person is removed. Time is on your side. It always was. You will see the wars large and small wage. But each is then transferred.
Standing in a circle requires more ability and challenge to the personality who is used to waging war. We always “reach” for the next thing to fix or accomplish at the end of the day, at the end of a to-do list that will never end. Or will it?
It’s ok to be ok.
Feel that for a second. And then for another.
The world and the fear industry would like you to believe otherwise. And the “pull” to be of “service” can also lead you into the fray. But I’m seeing an interesting pattern emerging among lightworkers who have clarity and are choosing to release and move through and away from past negative patterns. They are being provided with a “perch.”
I laughed when that word was given to me. Women all around me are divorcing abusive husbands; walking away from past friends (both male and female); and cutting the ties with such absolute power it’s impressive and astounding. We are leaving them standing in their own destruction now. To implode their lives and have only their soul to talk to. And the soul is not going to tread lightly. In love it only wants the highest path and is providing the opportunity to shift while there is still time on this particular timeline. As the lightworkers move to “protected perches” there is a visible chasm that opens behind them. There are actions to be taken, for certain, to participate in that set up, but the setup is clear and complete. One friend walked away from house and husband and moved to a complex with wonderful energy. Less than a month later her angry vicious ex-husband is now facing a raging wildfire.
I, as you may recall, removed the badly-behaved rental tenants, organizations, people, and even last of abusive family from my life over the last 8-months. And then my neighbors began to violate my property. I would be required to plant a ring of alder bushes around the edges, install a simple rope gate and “no trespassing” signs, and pay a visit to the State Troopers who are now protecting and assisting me. Energetic intent and physical action. We are required to participate and make necessary course corrections in this world. But resonance is everything. I am allowing protection, not going to war on the level of the “animals” (badly behaved humans). I remember my job and allow the transitions. They want a fight and law suits and to do harm. But my light and protection will not allow it. It is something to be in partnership with in this free-will free-choice zone. It is my responsibility to find and participate in solutions that stand in as much peace as possible even while deploying guardians and standing up for myself.
Recognize this “9” year for what it is. The best, last, moments to lay a foundation in eternity. And what would be your choice for eternity? Would you continue in the life you have been? Would you press for better moments of clarity and love? These elements weave around the tapestry of your heart and surge through the vision at a speed greater than can be moved by thought. We stand with you so clearly that you will laugh when you see us. A powerful vision becomes a man or woman helper standing at your right side while the person at your left is wiped away. They don’t belong here anymore. The souls of tragedy. You are not a soul of tragedy, but of light and peace. Take that to the finish line. Take your heart away from tragedy and recognize it’s falsehood and imaginary boundaries. We are the light of the cosmos within your person and protection now. Breathe with us. Rest with us. Lay in the circle and rest with us. Consider that during that rest there will be building.
When is enough, enough?
I stood in front of a friend who is a very busy realtor. She has no shortage of clients and work and income. But for the third or fourth time in two years, yesterday, she was speaking the same words. She is exhausted and overweight with cascading health issues. As the energetics have sped up, she is overwhelmed. She can look me in the eye…again…and notify herself that she needs to take more time to balance, eat healthier, and rest. But she has yet to do this. There will always, for any one of us, be another giant task or project. Especially now as the creative flow of light opens up and pours in with solutions that can be used to replace the old patterning and darkness as it’s challenged and removed from the planetary atmosphere.
“No one is going to give it to you,” I said to her gently as I got her to sit down for a moment in my greenhouse surrounded by sunshine and plants. “There will always be more to attend to at work. But your body is in terrible shape now and it’s telling you what you must do.”
One thing I love about the universe and the matrix is that there is clarity of communication…IF you are listening. It tells you when you need to relocate. It tells you when to slow down. Tiredness or discomfort are worth taking the time to consider. It makes me a little crazy to watch a woo-woo person, or anyone, paint a situation as ‘mysterious’ that has giant signage, knowingness and clarity. Then go off and do a moon goddess ceremony or something while claiming victimhood and refusing to make any physical changes to their circumstance. Nothing is mysterious. Your knowingness speaks loud and clear. All you have to do is stop everything for five minutes, or five hours. Unplug from the chaos, technology, other people’s noise, and your to-do list. What do you KNOW. For those of us who live by guidance as the priority, we can still get caught up in the action-action-action initiatives. We not only see the now and the later and the road ahead that we are leaping to finish in ten minutes what needs to take a bit longer. We forget our emotional, mental, physical and energetic bodies need to have time to set up for the next level. All while releasing massive amounts of the past for ourselves and the planet.
I took a day to “play” this week. Went to the river to enjoy some Alaska nature-time. I’m glad that did, but it was not without the usual difficulties. A massive geomagnetic storm, sun exposure, not comfortable with fishing or doing harm to them, noisy bridge traffic, dealing with the smell after my friend fileted the fish for me. Believe me when I say I would rather be vegetarian if my body allowed it. So for the next couple of days I got to deal with the impact of the combination of “exposures” which yielded exhaustion and physical pain. It can be disappointing for those of us here to do jobs as “sensitives” when we try to have normal “human fun.” But I’m proud of myself for going out and interacting and making the most of it. There was kindness in community and friendships, and beauty in the land. And empowerment and self-esteem-building mixed in. I looked at my tall super-model beautiful friend who has the perfect body and husband and physical capabilities and declared my truth. That it’s ok to be ok with myself. I’m brave enough and have proved myself capable in a million ways. If there are some moments and things I am too sensitive for or can’t handle, then that’s ok too.
The blending of intellect and fusion of territorial opposites is making for a cascade of events on your planet at this time. Raised by this awareness, those of you who would be kings and queens in your workings of mastery will find a shift to light. Like a chasm has been blown out beneath you. But instead of something to be feared or your own territory stopping in desolation; if you look into what has been cleared beneath you, there will be a surprising time of light. Like the world will stand still just for you. Hear it in your soul. See it so clearly that no other’s forecast or vision will take you into the outer reaches of climax that are due for another.
I was sitting listening to the usual round of weekly astrology markers this morning thinking… “man, if anyone was tuning into this and ONLY this as their precepts and then trying to follow it intellectually, they would be losing their minds.”
Astrology is a wonderful wall mural that allows us to see and tune into the universe. If you do so with vibration, it will sound like music. For there are constant assistant-points that we use to get through to you. To charge you, inspire you, collect you in our arms for even a moment and then encourage you to be set again upon your path through lights more dismal.
As an intuitive and sensitive, you, as am I, must by now have realized that far beyond the interjection points of any one piece of information, there is the importance of discipline of the track-of-thought. Never has there been a time more important to hold your own counsel yet in coordination with higher guidance as your mentor. Even as we say that, we correct ourselves. For there is no one who holds more sway or answers than can be found directly by you. We trusted you as part of the regimen that would invade this planet in quiet yet peaceful and arduous endeavor. All of the stories are true. The ones you know from the higher realm. You aren’t here to blast through the wall, yet you are. There has to be a working of the system. But you are far past that now. For futures unfolding and the years you have waited are long. Let the pieces we give you tell of a story of one who reflects you at the deepest levels.
I listen to them talk sometimes and realize how complicated yet uncomplicated it is. My world can’t be quantified or managed by my mind anymore. I hear them laugh. It never could, but that was part of the learning to get through the system we discuss here. Time doesn’t exist, but you can’t bottom-out in that. You have to build it in.
I’ve been pushing past, and clearing more than imaginable in the last 5-months. It took a minute to get you there. Blink and it’s over. My guide team is closer in spirit. My exhaustion at times unparalleled yet balanced by speed of light. It’s the bodies…mental, emotional, and physical that require you to remember that integration will take more time. Only perhaps another minute in the grand scheme of things, but through it all we will be there.
I stood out on the balcony and looked around my yard. There are seven trees I always wondered about but never had identified. They bloomed now with white flowers and would later host red berries that the birds dearly love. The identification on the physical plane didn’t matter as much as the information about them that would come from a visiting friend. “oh! You have mountain ash trees!” I blinked for a second.
How often have you paid close enough attention to the facts presented to see the invisible trail? A flash in dreamtime might be woo-woo enough to have you feeling attached. But are you applying the force-recon notifications as the General you are? You may feel angels or the lighter touch as a preference, but bringing through your warrior spirit to lead as well will do you good now. Begin to integrate all of the parts of you into a singular impact. Let them be friends, not separate business partners lost in their own duties that fragment you.
As I accepted the house and property as residence without interruption, I had, as many are now, wondering about the protections. And from a completely unrelated source the point had been made recently that mountain ash is of high protection on both the physical and spiritual planes. It was a point well taken in a time of interactions when my personality would appreciate the sentinels that had so clearly been put in place even before I realized the work they would attend to.
I share this and the next accounting of occurrences to address and correlate for you a discussion about centering in the moment. I recently did a rare in-person session with a client. It was about boundaries and reminding me that working with groups, or by phone with individuals is more appropriate at this time. But it also allowed me to see in direct effect what the current energies on the planet are doing. The way they are “hitting”… the effect it’s having…and the opportunities, of course, that it presents.
This girl had quite a declaration on her way in the door as to the labels she holds for herself. Witch, Pagan, recently released from jail, past Satan worshiper, past drug user, scars on her wrists from attempted suicide during a drug-induced binge she doesn’t remember, and more. I didn’t care. I work with my Guide-team and go straight to the soul work. Her personality is of no consequence, as I know whatever truth needs to be discussed or energetic work needs to be done will exist in the space across dimensions that I’m led to during a session. The result of a marathon 7-hours was removal of a negative entity using soul recovery and extraction; deployment of my guides as both Guardians and Healers; directly addressing anger and fear and patterns that hold them to her; and an introduction to areas of metaphysics she had never seen. She was astounded and acknowledged for a heartbeat that for the first time she was free and had never felt so much better in the high vibrational energies and clearing through any method of incantation or ritual she had ever attempted. But I knew what would come next. Raging anger. It didn’t matter what topic or excuse would be selected, I knew she would choose one. And within 24-hours she would demand something unacceptable from me as a way to reject the light when I lovingly deployed an appropriate boundary.
When we work with people who come to us, as healers and intuitives, it’s important to recognize how the current energies impacting the planet are having an effect. This brings us back to seeing the wider cast of the net in astrology or other more direct and personalized notifications you might get. They are still sidelines that require you stop and rest and get quiet and listen to catch in the wind. But they will be huge in their points of assistance. They will make things easier by reminding you of what “easy” looks like. It’s quiet and centered. It doesn’t require you take on this girl or any like her. But it does require you notice the fragmentation of her soul, and what that means. Damage unhealed is blowing people apart from the inside out. And there will be days when we will say to you over and over again… work in your garden. For Aleiya that is an actual place as well as a metaphorical one. The more you attend to and connect to higher energies the more you help the fragmented personalities around you in bulk. We laugh and give you THAT word. Bulk. For they are hurt and sad coming through in such quantity now that they fill the release points of the planet. But you get to be with this in a different way. Be in your garden. Meditate and manage the speed by recognizing your tendency to do-do-do and tempering it with moments of height rather than width. Stay with those words and they will teach you something. Height is above and width is across the earth plane. You will feel very different between each one of them. What do you think a channel IS? What balance point do you hold?
“US Coast Guard C-130 aircraft to tower control, we are declaring an in-flight emergency. We have lost and engine, possibly two. We have aborted the planned landing…”
I hadn’t flown in months. But something on the outskirts of my awareness had been building to this all day. The tower card and native American challenge cards had graced my morning readings. I thought it was for the 45 mph wind and cold and exhaustion my aircrew and I had faced on the Aleutian Island where our mission had taken us. We were there to work with the children and community. For my aircrew it was about the mechanics and intellectual side of bringing education. For me it is always about the grid and the power of light and channel whether it’s in a room or on an island so near to the arctic circle region. But there would be other elements today. Flashes of knowingness in the first 8-hours. I was seated directly behind the pilots on the flight deck. And as we started our decent to the airport, I felt the ‘buzz’ of more than just standard alertness as the aircrew got to their feet to watch for hazards. Eagles… an unannounced float plane in the mountain pass…
And at the last minute once we had gotten over the small airport, the pilots were suddenly retracting the landing gear and pulling up to abort the landing. One engine was over-torqueing and then a second. This meant that if they tried to brake on landing, two engines would decelerate as requested while the other two would speed up and throw the plane into a catastrophic scenario.
For my part in this scenario, I noticed I was fully present with zero panic. A fellow metaphysical practitioner asked me later if I had gone into that detached “twilight zone” space of feeling like I wasn’t totally present. And I was surprised to find that my answer was no. But I was running two levels of systematic checklists. The physical ones included tightening my 5-point restraints and noting the yellow handles both on the hatch above my head and down the stairs to my left in case I needed to egress after the crash through one of these exits. I turned the volume up on my headset so I could better hear the fire-rescue scrambling on the ground talking to the tower, in addition to my aircrew as they sorted through decision-making on the internal communication system.
On the metaphysical-side, I was checking in with my Guide-team. If there was anything I needed to do energetically. I have the capacity to manipulate electronics, and didn’t feel that I’d caused this one, nor did my personality need to direct anything. This was a test of my reactions. The light in the room doesn’t need to have any other job.
The stress in the tower controllers’ voice was pronounced as he asked for fuel quantity left in the engines that could explode on impact, and “number of soul on board” to relay to fire-rescue incident command. The Military police had also scrambled on the civilian roadway to stop all traffic in case we crashed through the blast shield at the end of the runway. You could feel everyone hold their breath as we shut down an engine and waited for the resulting shift at 3,000ft above the island. Military pilots and aircrew are usually the rescuers not the crisis, and best trained in the world, so all hell was breaking loose on the ground in response to our rare situation.
We would proceed with a 3-engine landing in difficult cross-winds.
For my part, I noticed that I was more fascinated and ready for the situation than anything else. There was no avoidance-dive into altered state or fear. I asked if it was my soul’s intent to “exit” and knew it was not. I requested protection for my aircrew, as I knew whatever was to come next I would walk away from.
As you think through what you can see my response was in this new paradigm shift that is traversing the planet, let’s apply that to the broader purpose for all of us. We have been talking as things progress about what each of us will become. What does a light worker do in the new field of work? It is instinctive. There is no hardening or tightening up on impact. And the impacts and explosions are now in our field of view rather than half a world away. In the last 24-hours I have seen (4) people I am directly associated with as friends or co-workers come face-to-face with their issues. Or more accurately, with the ramifications of not dealing with their issues. One lost his career and was thrown in jail for an alcohol issue “unbecoming of an officer”. The second finds herself with both a job loss and a car accident in a 3-day period. The third has his house catch fire and pulls his three little girls and wife out just in time, but loses everything they own. And the fourth is emergency evacuating from an unstoppable forest fire.
When I’m asked for counsel and can feel this stuff coming for a client, my recommendation is frequently the same. What is/are the big life-issues they aren’t willing to consciously change about their patterns or decision-making that their soul is calling for? Because the days of it just whispering and tapping on the shoulder are over. As the light and darkness crash into each other and we stand with (5) planets in retrograde requiring a rendition of action in immediate ways for those still in resistance, none of these “incidents” are mysterious. Some of us are present as the light even as we graduate through the next levels of how that will work. Intuition and instant-guidance is amplified and to be followed as automatically as the heart beats. We are developing our ‘muscle memory’. I crash deliberately and with mastery through multiple dimensions at times of critical incident. My higher self leads because it’s what I have very consciously trained to intend as needed. On board that flight that could very likely have ended in fire or explosion, my responses would be what were needed on every level.
With the retrograde planets bringing up anger and mental instability, it’s good to keep in mind that this can cause a whole lot of over-thinking this month. I have had moments of tremendous mental-trap negativity that surprised me in its tenacity and led to dives into nearly insane levels of depression for minutes or hours at a time. When I asked about it of my Guides, the answer came…
“You are the firewall between the light and the darkness.”
Think about that for a moment.
Are you kidding me!?!...was, of course, my response once I had felt into that on a global level. Who else would be the ‘balancers’...? We have always been on the front edge taking the impacts, getting the upgrades to DNA on the fly and channeling directly the light so that it can fully enter the earthplane as only we incarnated can achieve.
And this brings us back to the current energetics. The guidance is pronounced that this month isn’t the normal mercury-retro “let’s think it through” gymnastics. This one is to go within and use it for deeper connection-building on the internal planes. The network and grids within you are critical for restructure now. So when you face the earthplane situations of those around you and explosions, you will react from a stepping stone within the new shift-points.
There is a full moon build-up this week in addition to the retrogrades and any number of other astrological impacts and crossings that a professional astrologer could name in the sky. I have found it interesting in the last 24-hours as I progress with my work week as a communications professional that my guide-team is closely recommending “…say less.” Fewer explanations…less pointing things out…care taken not to push anyone’s buttons. “There’s just no speeding this up…so slow yourself down.” I have clarity of mind rather than the usual fuzziness of mercury retrograde, but following the methodical plans already in motion seem to be key right now. They are BIG 9-cycle-year completions under way. How else do we expect to be ready to host the new opportunities and energies if we don’t end the irrational items that no longer fit?
You are seeing the earthplane and lives explode around you because these are the people who commission it for expansion. It is an opportunity one and all to do what hasn’t been done.
I would fly 4-days later on another mission. Supported and filled with sunshine I would again be given a VIP seat on the flight deck. And as my guides know I am always “reading the signs” they send, it was the name of my aircraft commander/pilot on this second flight that was to remind me of my protection…both the pilots first and last name were of an archangel.
It was the first time I heard myself declare it in quite that way.
Someone asked me…“What is the play for 2016…? What do you want to achieve…? What is your goal…?”
Peace in our time.
That was my answer, but it wasn’t said in that fluffy Miss America woo-woo hopeful-thought kind-of-way. It came with power. Impact. I visioned the declaration as it was originally delivered in a clairvoyant flash from the movie Avengers where immediately after the line is spoken, the wall explodes behind them. It was a declaration for my timeline. And though I didn’t expect it for the world as I looked psychically out at the landscape of the next 4-years, I knew it was my time.
My guides have walked especially close to me since that realization in January, and for all that was to follow. It was a very violent full moon eclipse series…they noted in March as I ripped through the next set of instructions to change my world. It has been mentioned before. You can’t continue to allow the application of other people’s energy through an impact zone that is only feet from your body. As the vibration on the planet rages against what is to come, your highest form of mastery is yet to be seen.
The last two nights have been my first since literally throwing my rental tenants out of the downstairs part of the house. Done with total accommodation for all they would need and at the logical end of their lease terms didn’t stop them from psychically pulling everything from passive aggressive attacks to full intrusion. But last night I slept. Possibly for the first time in years. This was the point.
As sensitives/intuitives, from a young age, we learn energetic combat. To “map coverage.” We know the impact zones. Where we will take our next psychic/energetic “hit.” A parent at the end of the day who comes home and adds alcohol to anger. Elevators with strangers. Certain retail stores and restaurants and dirty parking lots. But we have reached a point in our manifestation and training where we can literally choose our way out. Relocate. Stop interactions. Clear the playing field. Break the rules and make new ones. You will be shocked when you stand in your truth and power how fast the people around you will either tremble and stop their bullshit, or get blown out through the plumbing. It is detachment through decision-making and mastery. And while it’s SO fast now, there will be moments when you will encounter two things. First will come a necessity to “mark time.” And then when the room clears of the thing that was creating the negative impact on you, you will panic at its loss.
So let’s talk about the first part. I learned to “mark time” literally during a hurricane. I was alone as Hurricane Charlie ripped a terrible path over Florida and over the roof of my apartment. I’ve been alone a lot in this life, yet knowing I was never alone as my Guide-team stands in resonance. I learned during that terrifying 9-hour storm that the key was to just stand there in an odd sort of detachment. It will pass. It will be over. Once I have done my job through declaration, attention, preparation, and necessary interaction; there are moments, hours, days, weeks or months that will stand on the calendar to be marked. And in that linear time period it’s my job in mastery to pick another project to focus on. I’m not saying worries and fears and frustration don’t come up as you navigate the time period. But I am saying that you’ve come far enough in your metaphysical studies to stop using it as a weapon against yourself in some bull shit dance of drama.
A good friend and metaphysical practitioner who lives half a world away from me frequently texts with me back and forth. It’s a nice friendship. We met at a particularly powerful retreat in Sedona in December. So as I was standing fully in my power of constructing 2016 and wiping out what needed to go (despite moments of fear and pain), I asked how she was progressing with her own shift. I was surprised (yet not, because I’ve seen it a million times), that she sent me back this really long text that was like a thesis dissertation. A well-rehearsed compilation of exactly what her ongoing cycles and negative mental self-abuse patterns are that are keeping her in a state of nearly non-stop depression. It was laced with denial and so much nonsense. Or maybe, I realized, that I had leap-frogged past this type of metaphysical self-analysis that practitioners use as an excuse to stay in negative patterns but make it look like they are dealing with it.
What I wanted to text back in reply to her declaration of self-imposed incapacitation was…
“…so knock it the hell off!”
What I replied instead was…
“…well the good news is that as soon as you make a decision that that is over, it will be.”
And then I turned off my phone. I don’t help people support their negative patterns.
She and I aren’t finished, but I’ve had to put her in a position in my world where at any moment she won’t get a text reply back when she checks in and thinks that staying in those negative excuses or a focus on depression-points is going to be ok with me. Because it’s not. Now, to be clear, I will say without reservation that nobody on the planet has stood alone in depression for more years than I have along the way. But I handle it differently when it comes up. I let myself feel it. I name it if it’s apparent where it’s coming from, or check in with my Guide-team to ask what it is and where it’s coming from. (Because sometimes I’m processing for the region or the world.)
What I don’t do is wallow in it like it’s some kind of personality-game for attention. It might take an entire day of just pushing through tasks before I find the break-out moment and can breathe some relief. But during that time period, I will stop and attend to it. Do I need rest, retreat, and 6-hours of television to just get out of my head for a while and recharge? Do I need a “win” of accomplishment by completing simple tasks? I’ve learned that meditation is nice, but sometimes getting the hell out of the house and my head is the key. And not four days later. Decide and move. Go grocery shopping. Cook a new recipe. Go for the chocolate mocha decaf coffee. Get OFF of Facebook. Recognize your self-imposed “impact zones” and get out of them. And as a big moral to this whole story, which is where we started the discussion, if those impact zones are repetitively in your space, set a course to remove them permanently. You may have to mark time for the “eviction” process to complete out, but you will get there because in this free-will-free-choice zone of the earth plane you can rock any house you want and come out the other side standing in a more peaceful place that you claimed. We aren’t waiting for everyone else to get their shit together anymore. We are tearing down the house, and then repainting it in the most beautiful color of lavender you can find.
It’s worth noting as we stand in April that astrologically-speaking there is a Saturn-Aries-Mars combo going on that means we will have even more to do. I laughed when I heard that wondering how I could possibly be asked to add more to my transition platform. Then I figured it out. While there may be those who are getting hit with the karmic side of that astrology, I’ve already been proceeding with guidance and taking definite action. So though it continues to be an “involved” process with a big to-do list, I’m now standing surrounded by the results. Peace in our time. My timeline. House quieting down in between me nearly throwing up as I use salt and crystals and paint to remove the damage done to the energy fields. I stand in amazement. How did I live with this rotation of entitled and badly behaved shitheads for 3-years?!?
Now, if you’re offended by my seeming judgement and language in some of this conversation, it’s good to remember that I’m a warrior. I span elemental as well as extra-terrestrial soul groups and beings. I work with light as you could never imagine with reverence and being in so many worlds it would boggle your mind. There is no hypocrisy with me. I don’t stand in a metaphysical circle and “Namaste” everybody. I speak truth with honesty and compassion but not sympathy. I believe and act. And I have a fun sense of humor and sarcasm through it all. Sometimes I play a game with my Guides where I see how far into the day I can get without calling someone a “shithead”…and then laugh.
It’s a repeated message.
Then when I start to stumble and stutter in fear and question “if it’s OK” that I give myself something good in a day, the second repeated message is simple…
As the house emptied out I found that my psychological, emotional and mental reaction was pure panic. Like an abused woman who stands in the moment of choice. It’s why they go back over and over to the “abuser.” A change, even if it’s a shift to a higher vibrational manifestation, will set off the part of you that is used to “mapping coverage.” It notes the change in the environment and assumes with terrifying response that something bad is coming. Even if it’s all good. And it’s at those times as a master that you give your little person inside time to curl up in the corner for a few heartbeats to calm down. Talk to yourself. Cry it out. And then allow the new peace to stand. It’s the in-between place. I asked my Guides…”Oh no! I’ve emptied so many people out of my life! Will I now be even more alone?! How will I survive that?!” And the answer I knew was that I was completing a cycle. A cycle steeped in decisions I won’t judge from the past because they were perfect and complicated. And now I’m making space for better relationships and my work internationally as a metaphysical practitioner so-to-speak. And those futures couldn’t happen as long as I was dealing with the wars.
I got up over and over in the early evening last night to check the door locks and explore some of the rooms of the big 7-bedroom house, now empty. It was like foreign territory that a part of me didn’t know what to do with. But I gave myself that time and response-reactions. Then I went to bed and slept…without nightmares or intrusions.
What clearance rate do you have right now? Diet changes; back to cooking; health rebalancing; rechanneling and 12-month planning for financial changes; house changes and removals; back to working with crystals in a different way; turning my kitchen into a huge indoor vegetable greenhouse are just a few of mine. It has all been a very involved 3-month time period. My equivalent to a quantity of 8-9 months in the life of a human. It has required that my original new year’s psychic vision of being carried off the battle field come with my participation to enact things that in any other realm would incapacitate and terrify a human.
I had my first archery lesson this past weekend. A past life recall combined with the next level of my warrior abilities in the physical is met at the threshold by a lifemate who has long walked as a Spirit Guide with me in the merger with my wolves. A protection is in place. A reach of dimensions to guide me. No longer do I wait for my future. I am the future.
I learned something last night.
The darkness can’t stop the light; it can only make a lot of noise.
Exhausted, as seems to be far too often the case, from any number of physical or other factors as I work and traverse the earth plane. The storms rage outside and in the other dimensions as a war of some kind is about. But this night would have a similar patterning of visibility mixed with invisibility. I would “see” the work I was set upon the path to do. With such clarity that I would wake up channeling and in altered states right beside my guide team.
So I had to ask myself… what was different about last night that I could “see” so clearly and be making decisions with such clarity as I worked as a lightworker...? A night where my personality was aligned with my higher soul and there would be no question about who I was or what I was doing ‘there’ or ‘here.’
Then I remembered. I had walked very distinctly away from “the noise” by the middle of the day yesterday. Didn’t follow any one of the patterns available and so well learned by all of us such as calling someone to regurgitate my historical life-events; as if that is actually a form of relaxation on the energetic levels. I also didn’t push myself to do something ‘metaphysical’ such as meditation or altered state painting or listening to an audio channeling. Not that those things are negative, but let’s put them in their place. They were the action tools given that have appropriate application to draw you away from the “noise” that the darkness makes. But the biggest point of application that I realized I had employed last night for hours, was to truly rest and follow my guidance explicitly about what television programming to watch…on internet streaming not cable.
The “noise” that we talk about here is fear. In some cases it is produced and offered as a visible manifestation, situation, or object that you are told (or conditioned over time) to be afraid of. In other scenarios it is subtle and repetitive programming or an undercurrent buried in a broadcast frequency.
But “they” are not the only ones here. We are here. The keepers of the light. Hidden in plain sight at times. Standing so clarity is translated through us. We hold back the noise long enough for you to do what your birthright allows. Remember. Be. Past the noise there is light and information. It can’t be kept from you because free will is a guarantee here. It’s like throwing a switch. It’s instantaneous manifestation. So what was different last night was that I so fully followed guidance to watch hours of only calm, peaceful energetics played out in nature with love. It haunted me later in the way that is only of the highest vibration of love and light realization. How incredible it is as a mechanism that the use of the programming on television and in the movies is such an insane stream of noise that echoes…”be afraid..” And what a non-reality that truly is.
I have heard the argument from people about how it doesn’t bother them to watch and participate in violent movies or even more life-based events such as office negativity in the workplace or emotionally abusive family relationships. But last night was truly a clear lesson. There are pathways filled with “fight” and ingrained in tension and fear-based practices that absolutely lower your own vibration when participated in or focused on. And all of them are optional. There is nothing and no one that can't be extracted from your energetics because of some perceived obligation. Most importantly and simply your own thought patterns recognized, can be laughed at for the impotent attempt that was made to convince you that such a non-reality was in fact any sort of truth based icon.
There is the false concept of the scarcity of money or resources instead of the truth that all abundance is free-flowing and simply to be called forth into manifestation. The embedded “rules” of religion or society, domestic family, career-pathing, the educational system, and any other tenant that has made you feel jailed. None of that is real. Peace is real. And when I turned all the dials down last night and eradicated drama, screaming politicians, other people’s issues and demands, and even my work “to do” list, there became no question raised loud enough in fear that overrode my extra-sensory abilities. There was no separation between my conscious awareness and the higher aspects within me as we proceeded to work very specifically in other dimensional interactions. I was so clear I just stepped into it. As easy and natural as breathing. And then woke up and brought it all back with even more clarity to translate it through, explain it, and apply it.
Being absolute in your centeredness isn’t about being perfect. It’s about recognizing that the reason the news and situations across the planet are getting ‘louder’ is in an attempt by the darkness to keep your attention on fear. This is what it feeds off of. And it knows the more people wake up and simply realize they can turn it off and be free, the less control they have over the resources of this planet. Darkness is not something to be ‘fought’…it’s something to be claimed. A simple realization that says…I see you and you don’t scare me anymore. And I’m willing to stand here in my love and light and peace. And if I see some of that fear or darkness in my own patterns; then I claim that too, and without judgement. Because I can see where it came from, and from whom. And it’s all right.
It’s all right to let my light just be with those realizations, and let it go or integrate to become something higher in vibration. More integrated and balanced within all aspects of me.
I am allowing wholeness and completion.
As Mercury (the planet of communication), while still retrograde (a potential recipe for miscommunication and misunderstandings) squares off this week with Uranus (the planet of shocking surprises and upheaval); you may feel a bit overwhelmed as you are also aware on the energetic levels of the impending full moon to crescendo on Saturday. Mixed aspects are the theme of our days, and even hours can bring monumental global shifts and changes. The key to traversing it can be found in focusing on the amazing support that is truly being provided through it all in your own immediate energetic space and environment. Find your retreat moments. Begin to see it as a dance where you step into and out of involvements by your own choice and with precision. Attend to tasks and chores in your own space on the days more difficult, and enjoy the sense of productivity and satisfaction in the completion. These are the building blocks of your protection and self-realization.
Somewhere on the outskirts of dream state, I was suddenly aware of the impact of a change in the island around me. Darkness. The power grid shut off. Tingling awareness as I recalibrated my energetics. At first uncomfortable only from that standpoint of needing to shift. It’s amazing the combat involved for a sensitive that works as I do to energetically push back all of the electronics in a normal household, combined with the rental tenants downstairs, neighbors, surrounding area, and then what blows across the earth plane in collision with what is impacting it from off world. What a change it is to have, at least, all of the electronics go dark. I considered how nice it will be to move to my next step and be able to turn things off once my rental tenants leave the property. I made a manifestation note and sent it that it will be.
After getting up to turn off beeping battery backups and turn on a battery-powered nightlight, I went to the window to survey the landscape before returning to bed. From high up on the cliff I could see the trees and ocean. The cloud cover dimmed the nearly full moon across the expanse and I could tell other houses that dotted the region had also gone dark. I took the gift that was offered within it. Deep breath and relief as the endless humming of the electric grid had stopped, and most of the humans in the area were asleep and therefore out of their bodies off planet. But another awareness would come to my attention when I quieted back down to go to sleep. There was something moving over the island. Something big.
Those of you who have followed my path know I believe in a focus on light and our mission to channel more of it to the planet in this time period. But to truly be of the highest light involves embracing your own darkness as well. This also means that hiding in non-reality isn’t going to allow that total integration any more that it will allow you to navigate the earthplane and do our work here with accuracy. So I very carefully interact with my non-physical spirit guides, my team in other dimensions, and higher self to stay in the moment to respond. On this night, I was aware of several things all at once. The large ship passing over the island wasn’t one of mine. The electronic grid was shut down to give them better clarity of the island. They were looking for something.
Over the last few days I have been delving deeper into my own energetics. The connectivity that is my responsibility to evolve. Expanded and reconnected to 12 chakras out into the universe as well as the reconfiguring of my DNA. Doing this on a conscious level adds to the power. Of the balance point you can become. There are also moments in my life and my training when I have been aware that stopping the light flow and allowing a dimmer embrace is important. Darkness and light are colliding at this time. We came in with our very presence to hold the light that is pouring in. If you think there is a more critical task you have been given here, then you are in an un-realization of who and what you are. And now there is a next-level of responsibility to bring that science experiment to the forefront. What you do in your waking hours as a focal point may now leap out of the books and into scientific fact. The veil is down. Guides are visible. Multi-dimensions are ripping through the very fabric that used to hide them. I leaped as a master to close over the house with a protective barrier even as I weaved that same energy to pass through it undetected.
I can sit for hours and recite basic metaphysical practices from charts and to-do lists. But we are so far past that now. You are standing in a moment that is the moment to deploy everything you already know how to do. This is a wake-up on such a catastrophic level that it will blow your trapped smaller self up onto the focal point of everything you ever knew you actually were and can now call forth. Memory is lost as you suddenly flow within the surge of the moment. It will be a relief. Finally….we are finally here.